Posted in April 2012

Erase.

When I arrived home that day, I was exhausted.  I looked exhausted:  red eyes, puffy face, tired, and just so sad.  It felt like I was carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders.  I never realized how heavy that could be. I went through the motions and got through the last part of … Continue reading

Life vest.

With my head in my hands, I just sat there and let it all out.  I stopped trying to hold in my tears.  Why was I even trying to hide them?  In this one day, something had changed inside of me.  Rather than worrying about how I didn’t want to rock the boat, I realized … Continue reading

Permanent.

People get tattoos for many reasons.  Some people want to commemorate something special in their lives.  Other people want a piece of the latest fashion craze.  I never got a tatoo.  It isn’t that I don’t like them.  Sometimes I really do.  But I could never think of that one thing that I would want … Continue reading

Road block.

I have been stuck at this road block.  Like I said before, I’ve been having a hard time writing about this part of my story.  It makes me so mad to really rethink these details, and even madder to share them and then read them.  It is strange that this part feels so different to me.  … Continue reading